My Banded Time

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Forgive Me Bandster Gods I've Sinned!


Thanksgiving came and I actually could miraculously eat: sausage stuffing, macaroni and cheese,  chicken wings and ... It is like the parting of the red fill opened up!  Before then I thought my first fill had kicked in.  I think its OK to indulge but I had 3 meals of this bad food and then I had Chinese Food and then I read Christine's Blog entry on gaining all her 100 + lbs back.  It scared me silly that I could still have the potential to revert back to bad habits so easily.  It started when I had to work late the days before and after Thanksgiving.  Whenever things are stressful or don't go well, I go to food.  I had been so good....

I'm glad I"m going for a 2nd fill this coming Friday.  And I have a week to eat cleanly so I don't embarrass myself at my surgeon's office.  I get so scared when things like this happen!!!

I hope you fared better.

1 comment:

  1. Rachel, you are not alone-- I went a little haywire this weekend too. Yesterday I had a piece of pie after lunch. . . AND after dinner.

    Back on track for both of us right from this moment-- that's the key for not gaining back the lbs.