Saturday, November 27, 2010
Forgive Me Bandster Gods I've Sinned!
Thanksgiving came and I actually could miraculously eat: sausage stuffing, macaroni and cheese, chicken wings and ... It is like the parting of the red sea...my fill opened up! Before then I thought my first fill had kicked in. I think its OK to indulge but I had 3 meals of this bad food and then I had Chinese Food and then I read Christine's Blog entry on gaining all her 100 + lbs back. It scared me silly that I could still have the potential to revert back to bad habits so easily. It started when I had to work late the days before and after Thanksgiving. Whenever things are stressful or don't go well, I go to food. I had been so good....
I'm glad I"m going for a 2nd fill this coming Friday. And I have a week to eat cleanly so I don't embarrass myself at my surgeon's office. I get so scared when things like this happen!!!
I hope you fared better.